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Trevor's Adventures! :D
 
Cleaning up the junk
well we have a pit of a house here that needs a little love and care. laundry, dishes (always...lol), and general cleaning in my room will eat up my day. glad i have some good tunes on the radio and some herbs to take my mind off of it all. chunk by chunk it'll all get done.

radio stations i think are cool include:
-classic rock 101.1 fm (vancouver area btw)
-96.9 jack fm
-and 99.3 the fox (fox rox!)

they all have junk ads on them but i can't download any internet streaming radio (somafm.com for example) b/c were DONE on dowloads till the 1st.

and of course the herbs fix all. like in dragon warrior, sure you can use heal but herbs do double better healing then the heal spell. i find it hard to judge the smoker population when i myself smoke my own blend. i see marajwana (w/o the chemicals and pesticides) as better only b/c i don't trust many companies. definately not the ones selling the tobbacco modified (like all of them). modifications include addiding addictive substances to make you buy more. alcohol is naturally a bit addictive and you gotta watch not turning to the bottle when times are hard.

I guess I can't blame a man for turning to something when times are hard. some people fight and some people run i guess. i find i can fight harder when stoned. sometimes i don't feel like getting up. just let the world go on and i'll stay right here. i don't get the option to do that but i can maintain my mood while working out a crappy day.

I get lots of days i don't like. I find since i can drift away while stoned, things that would normally make me blow my top don't seem to bother me as much (i just write the person/instance off as stupid and carry on with whatever I'm doing).

"Life's too short to be pissed off all the time". Hate is baggage. (American History X quote). A very graphic movie but I thought it was good. Too many people end up blowing their top and then get locked in a cage for a part of their lives.

Ahhhhhh yeeeeah. It's all good. anyone who's been having a bad day lately is welcome to bug me and get me to try and cheer them up. Always asess your mood and attitude. All your actions throughout the day will be based on them. If it's not looking too good remember that it's one small point in your life. Things can always go alot better (or worse, be grateful you've got what you've got).

So ya, this blog is gonna be great for people to read my thoughts and try and find like mindeds. I have enough people in my life that challange everything I say. I like that blog to myself feature. Ain't that something cool for putting stuff meant only for you (to have big exes from mindsay/blogger trade them like playing cards...lmfao!)

ICQ is broken, terrybytes.com is broken and my comp is pretty messy. Like files all over the place. Anyone know error code 28 in trillian pro 3 for icq connection? lol. lotsa problems to work through. maybe time for a new icq.

I think the cabin feaver is closing in again. i REALLY ENJOYED the 3 days of working delivering flyers. i get 10 cents each on them and started saturday. did like 650 that day, 1000 sunday, and 500 monday. i felt like hell sunday for doing that many but it also felt good to burn. hope that makes sense. i enjoyed that my body worked hard and i was "productive". worker bee complex or something...lol. i just enjoy working (long as it's for something i support, a big reason i find it hard to work for my parents generation. environment ain't in the picture, only profit. employee morale? well it doesn't cost much but we COULD be forcing them to do more work so lets force them and profit). there's more to life then profit. it's needed but so are self fufillment, purpose, and being content with yourself.

out of all the jobs i've had (mcdonalds, telemarketing, incomming cell phone billing, janitor, popsicle booth vendor, and flyer delivery) i'd say the flyers were my 2nd favorite. was gonna say first there but then i remembered that popsicle booth and the ice cream eating sandwitch eating contest i helped set up and how much fun that was and it took first. (like i'll take your first in that ball game on your arcade.....ya im talking to you candice...lmfao).

the flyer delivery was the easiest and hardest. easiest because i can turn my brain off. for people who think they are smart, im sure they'd apreatiate an aspect like that. no bastard customers from the inner depths of hell, no boss yelling at them saying they suck and wondering why the work energy ain't there, no talking to anyone really. some days i get dumb people who don't want them on their doors (or freak if i cut their lawn) but i can go days/weeks /w BIG headphones on and they respect my audio ain't for their mouths. it's very plesant. if i don't take them off, i don't hear them. lol. so 2nd coolest job ever...

the popsicle booth was just at lunch time at my old high school. 1st period spare + extra room in the cafeteria's freezer = 25 cents/popsicle. they cost 19 cents each and i wanted to round it to the quarter. had ice cream sandwitches for 50 cents. that was very fun. any storefront i have will have loss leaders like that for sure. barely break even but WHAT A SERVICE!

most school's have shit prices and crap lunch food. fries for everyone! yay! or lets sell them pop at sickly large prices. 1.75/pop usually. that's bs!