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My Life.....yay living...lol
I kid i kid, GOD, please put down the sniper rifle. I'm not done yet. Sometimes it can suck though. I know that in time I won't be held down by the things currently holding myself back. I'd say about 60% is myself but the 40 gets in the way all the same. Blogging is good to get some of the crap out at least.
The only focus on my mind is my own room really. It's about 2 years now w/o one and I know I'm not starting to crack but I do feel it's wear and tear. If our new place doesn't hae enough rooms, I'll prob just move out (after saving). I get to find it before the end of the month.
I find that the coffee I drink makes me a mean person. I'm sure that's good for working but I don't really like it. I might go back to water again. (and I find it's a bitch to make and waste money on when water does it better to balance me out).
So ya, no real reason to post here other than frustration at life, people, and situations. I'm sure all under my control w/o me knowing it yet. I'm just real antzy for a place of my own again. Being in the living room sucks. Simply put. I'm happy Erin has her own though. I guess one of us would have to take the brunt. (*smiles knowing what she'd feel if it were my room and she was out in the living room...lmfao*)
I feel a strong point of mine is organization. It takes away a starcraft session but fixes everything up. It sucks that I can't use my best skill as living room is comunal property. So nothing is 100% trevor yet. Same with the websites. I apreatiate what Candice allowed me to work on but nietha.net isin't meant for blue tiger. I feel it also best that it's not on her domain leeching anymore. Fun but it's not the same. Candice, you rule btw. (anyone saying different gets 5 in the eye...lol)
So it'll happen, the CC is down to $446.81. From 1200 I guess that's good. I love anyone saying money doesn't mean anything or isin't important. Not so much for my broke ass self, but the people who are more oppressed with nothing. I guess poor people make me fight harder when I think of them. Like my life can be "shit" but their lives are much worse. So ya, anyone thinking money doesn't mean much, usually has "enough" of it (I think anyways...and of course, on here, that's all that really matters....lol. Anyone not liking my thoughts always has the choice to help me out in why I'm wrong or even tune me out by going to another blog).
I've quite a bit of money owed to companies. I don't like it but thems the brakes. You always pay with the money game. Eventually I will be rich though. I'll find a way somehow (anyone knowing how please see me...lol).
I've got alot of junk around my computer desk b/c I'm either too lazy do to it, or one things burries onto another and I forget about the one under. Prob lazy...lol. When I get my own space I'll move it all into good areas.
I think this new place will reinforce my thoughts on helping myself more. Easily distracted and pretty decent at computers gives alot of options on how to spend my time. If you can fix a computer and someone needs their computer fixed but can't pay, what do ya do?
I normally fix for free, food, or any money they can spare. It's alot from the rich, and usually nothing from the poor/family/friends. It's a big waste of my time I tells ya. Are they worth it? Of course, I love them and that's why it's done. Do they all apreatiate it? I'd say 1/2 of them do, 1/2 of them think it's expected when something goes wrong to get trevor to fix it simply b/c i know how.
It'd be nice to say fix it yer fucking self but then that can cause problems can't it? lmfao. Good with the bad I guess. Even the bad enjoy their pc's fixed. So I still get satisfaction knowing someone was helped. (no I won't list who is good and who is bad...lol)
This blog is an interesting concept. I am to point out what matters but then I also do not wish to hurt people so I've got to be cryptic. Kinda sucks. An offline blog would be real nice (with all the goodness of this blog and other online ones like simpleness).
So I just woke up at 2pm but it was sleep needed. I've taken alot of time off the past few months. I just figured what's the point when I'm not getting anywhere. Sometimes I just need time to sit atop of the crap and find out what my problems are. I, like most, have enough to keep me busy.
The only focus on my mind is my own room really. It's about 2 years now w/o one and I know I'm not starting to crack but I do feel it's wear and tear. If our new place doesn't hae enough rooms, I'll prob just move out (after saving). I get to find it before the end of the month.
I find that the coffee I drink makes me a mean person. I'm sure that's good for working but I don't really like it. I might go back to water again. (and I find it's a bitch to make and waste money on when water does it better to balance me out).
So ya, no real reason to post here other than frustration at life, people, and situations. I'm sure all under my control w/o me knowing it yet. I'm just real antzy for a place of my own again. Being in the living room sucks. Simply put. I'm happy Erin has her own though. I guess one of us would have to take the brunt. (*smiles knowing what she'd feel if it were my room and she was out in the living room...lmfao*)
I feel a strong point of mine is organization. It takes away a starcraft session but fixes everything up. It sucks that I can't use my best skill as living room is comunal property. So nothing is 100% trevor yet. Same with the websites. I apreatiate what Candice allowed me to work on but nietha.net isin't meant for blue tiger. I feel it also best that it's not on her domain leeching anymore. Fun but it's not the same. Candice, you rule btw. (anyone saying different gets 5 in the eye...lol)
So it'll happen, the CC is down to $446.81. From 1200 I guess that's good. I love anyone saying money doesn't mean anything or isin't important. Not so much for my broke ass self, but the people who are more oppressed with nothing. I guess poor people make me fight harder when I think of them. Like my life can be "shit" but their lives are much worse. So ya, anyone thinking money doesn't mean much, usually has "enough" of it (I think anyways...and of course, on here, that's all that really matters....lol. Anyone not liking my thoughts always has the choice to help me out in why I'm wrong or even tune me out by going to another blog).
I've quite a bit of money owed to companies. I don't like it but thems the brakes. You always pay with the money game. Eventually I will be rich though. I'll find a way somehow (anyone knowing how please see me...lol).
I've got alot of junk around my computer desk b/c I'm either too lazy do to it, or one things burries onto another and I forget about the one under. Prob lazy...lol. When I get my own space I'll move it all into good areas.
I think this new place will reinforce my thoughts on helping myself more. Easily distracted and pretty decent at computers gives alot of options on how to spend my time. If you can fix a computer and someone needs their computer fixed but can't pay, what do ya do?
I normally fix for free, food, or any money they can spare. It's alot from the rich, and usually nothing from the poor/family/friends. It's a big waste of my time I tells ya. Are they worth it? Of course, I love them and that's why it's done. Do they all apreatiate it? I'd say 1/2 of them do, 1/2 of them think it's expected when something goes wrong to get trevor to fix it simply b/c i know how.
It'd be nice to say fix it yer fucking self but then that can cause problems can't it? lmfao. Good with the bad I guess. Even the bad enjoy their pc's fixed. So I still get satisfaction knowing someone was helped. (no I won't list who is good and who is bad...lol)
This blog is an interesting concept. I am to point out what matters but then I also do not wish to hurt people so I've got to be cryptic. Kinda sucks. An offline blog would be real nice (with all the goodness of this blog and other online ones like simpleness).
So I just woke up at 2pm but it was sleep needed. I've taken alot of time off the past few months. I just figured what's the point when I'm not getting anywhere. Sometimes I just need time to sit atop of the crap and find out what my problems are. I, like most, have enough to keep me busy.
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