Trevor's Adventures! :D

Hi everyone at Mindsay,

Just at work atm. My tollerance for stupidity here is losing. I'll need more time off to fix that issue. Either that or lots to drink...hahaha. Guess I can't be drunk at work ALL th etime tho so that won't work.

I had an idea today. It was for work so that if a fellow center calls in we could bypass us about 10 mintues and just fix the problem befor ethey tell the customer the problem.  brought it up to the "manager" I got and she was such an idiot. She went to the worker that was hired same time as me for advise basically. Didn't have a clue what was going on and she's in charge.

If anyone ever owns a company please don't hire externally. It seems dumb. Lke I'd even hire "bosses" to do a month or two in the lower positions if they were hired SPECIFICALLY for their boss job. Or at LEAST have them take a few calls. Ah the things overlooked around here just drives me INSANE! I love thing organized. It makes everythig go smoothly.

I'm gonna be happy when I leave I think. I'll work hard, keep good reference but I'm so out in the spring. Why work for people that don't apreatiate all you have to offer? I mean life is for living. I often think of how much everyone goes to work, takes abuse they shouldn't have to, and hates 1/2 their life. Now I don't hate my job, in fact it's rather easy but I really like being apreatiated and the carrot over the stick any day (cept some night I guess...lol ;))

So it's the 23rd today and xmas eve tomorrow. The boss switched my shift (as per usual) the day before. It's why I don't ever keep a schedual anymore. I used to plan it all out and now I could give a fuck about the day after tomorrow. All I got here is today.

It's funny how I really wanted the job before and now (because of how they neglect everyone) I am looing for my way out. I'm sure it's the people growing thing. As I mature I expect more. They recently had tons of people quit on them because they found better offers.

I'll prob make up some crap about a 2nd job in the new year and force them to only have me 3 days/week.

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So that was all the crap I've had on my mind about work today. Some good thigns include that since I'm working both xmas and new years day and eve I will get a bit extra on my pay. That rules. I'm happy I get to listen to my Ipod (bought with work money I saved for 2 weeks worth of working here) WHILE ON CALLS (as long as they don't start freaking out, then I either turn up the ipod, turn down the customer, or turn off the ipod to try and pay attention better.)

Xmas will be pretty bleak this year. I'm really looking forward to hanging with Erin after work tomorrow. I'l spend xmas /w her and new years with my brother.

current issues I'm having in my life include (but aren't limited to...lol):

1.   finding a place of my own (currently saving for a place that i don't have to share with anyone)
2.   looking for a car. a buddy wants to give me his old car he has but the window is smashed out and it needs a few hundred in work so i figure i'll just buy a new one, eve if i just borrow it untill i get one.
3.   holding my job for 5 days/week and trying to find a clean shirt. If I don't get SOME kind of laundry service done I'm hosed for clean clothes. I don't even have a laundry bucket as it's all packed in the damn shed. :(
4.   knowing that everyone ain't getting presants for xmas for the mostpart (anyone i forgot I'm sure you'll get something, even if late, as i haven't planned nothing yet and doubt i will other then maybe 2-3 people). i don't wanna be a slave to that xmas crap anymore. I might do up some letters tomorrow tho
5.   keeping my mental state happy. guess i just gotta remember that i knew it was gonna suck like this when i left and that it WILL get better. I mean, it's at an all time low. I'm sure it'l get lower within my life but as for shortterm it should be going up from this far far down point.

Well if yer xmas ain't going so well I hope this blog cheers you up by comparison. haha. Working through, no place of my own to hide away in (being a 3rd wheel at family's place is alrite but still sucks), and just generally lonely.

That's why I'm online. All you random reader people rule. I can usually find someone on my list to talk with and enjoy in their company. I very much like real life better but if the person is good enough it doesn't matter. They are the same on and offline. Some people just don't get into the online thing and that's fine too. I just love the ones that do is all. (best way to communicate is icq! :D)

307844784 is my new ICQ number if anyone wants to chat it up. I love offline messages as much as online ones (something msn couldn't figure out for the past 10 fucking years). I swear, if someone goes offline as you are typing do you THINK they might send it once they come online? Like are you guys at msn retarded? hahaha

ok, no more ranting about msn. They are alrite since it's preinstalled on comps. Normally I'd hate that but at work we can't install anything without admin rights and I'm not going to "give" myself admin rights. I could but if anything goes wrong they look for what's out of wack. I can install the odd program and might get some shit but anything that needs to be admin i just won't do. Best they think of me as a newbie worker /w limited comp skills. I think most corps/comps get nervous from people with good skills. From what I've seen that's how I see them.

Well I'm gonna go do other stuff...no replies for trevor just yet anyways. That's what I get for neglecting this thing. Was gonna use the other lj one but I forgot the pass and gotta work at that. So many things to remember.